So I haven't been on here in over a year. Well a lot has been going on since then. Let me bring you up to date.

My girlfriend and I are still dating and have been together for a year and 5 months and love each other to death. Still miles and state's apart we are making it work. I'm hoping to meet her and hold her in my arms. I also have another little AB boy who is Katie's brother who she loves to pieces and tend to play rough sometimes :). We all want to meet up one day for a week and have a good times.

On May 2nd 2012 my mom dropped the biggest bomb shell on me that my dad isn't my real dad. She told me about the mistake she made that he does know what happened. My mom said she was contacted by my real dad and wanted to know about me, if i was around and doing good. She said i was and asked if he wanted to talk to me some. He said of course and him and I have been talking ever since that day i was contacted by him. I asked him how much he wants to get to know me and he said as much as you want me to know. I told him about everything about me from my depression, thoughts of suicide, self-harm, and yes even my diaper fetish. He said he still loves me no matter what.

We planned on a weekend vacation to meet him, his wife, and my baby sister :) We went camping and even though it was just for a few days it was the best time i had. My baby sister slowly opened up to me and would let me hold her. My real dad showed me some cooking tips. A week or so ago I went down to visit him for 5 days and i had even more of a good time. He asked me what i wanted for my birthday before i came down and told him I really dont know. He asked if i would accept cooking tips and i said of course. My dad showed my ways to cook breakfast, chicken with more flavor to it, and tried to find cook books for me but couldnt find them. Every night when i was down there and getting ready to go to bed he would kiss my head good night and say "night buddy sleep well" which would sometimes make me tear up with joy.. But i was sadden when it was time to go back home.

I leave you with some pictures of me padded up :)

From my baby girl

Last month i want to say, my baby girl colored me some pictures and drew me two. It was the best thing i could get from her until we get to meet in person. Remind you that we are 10 hours apart, but are making it work. I love her to death and she loves me to death, here are the pictures

when i finally got them, it made me smile and felt like she was more closer to me then ever

hello kitty

i was at Target a few months ago and found hello kitty duct tape. it's pretty expensive, $5 a roll. i bought a few rolls and had made a few roses and got the idea to make a diaper print for baby girls and sissy's. here's the out come of it

Told my mom

Yes. The title is right.

I finally summed up the guts to tell my mom about me being a DL. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I didn't tell her face to face, I just wrote her a letter. She was confused about it and asked me questions about it. She asked how long has it been going on, how it gives me security because she was also confused on it. I told her the best way I can and told her I wear them at night and mostly around the house. She asked if I wantd to talk to someone about it and told her no because to me it's not that werid or strange or anything. She ok and asked me, "you dont pee in them do you?" I said well ya, but not number two and she said ok. She also asked who all knows about it and said ok.. After we talked she says still loves me no matter what which is good.

Now a daddy

Not as in i have a child

But i'm now a  daddy for my baby girl online. We started to chat on dailydiapers and we started to be bubba and sissy (brothers and sisters) and she soon started to like me playing the daddy role and so did I. the only thing we hate is being so far apart. she lives in georgia and i live in ohio. yeah we are in the same time zone but hours apart. we have talked on the phone and web came chatted and she loves hearing my voice and i love hearing her voice and how she talks to me in a baby way sometimes.

She graduated from high school so i got her a card with a gift card to wal-mart, some duct tape roses i made, gave her a stuff animal i had, (a turtle) she calls timmy, and one of my pacifiers i use to use. she loves to color and says she's gonna color me two pictures. one of her big girl self and one of her 2 year old self. i can't wait to get it

Miss the diaper feeling

So I haven't worn a diaper in about a week. I still have some cushies but just been working and when the weekend comes, both my parents are off and don't have much privacy to wear or take more pictures. I'm also trying to work on losing some weight so I can take some better diaper pictures. I just miss the diaper feeling and the smell of baby powder, I don't want to just wear one, wet it, and take it off, I want to enjoy the diaper feeling..

Speaking of which, I will be moving soon. No where far, just closer into town with my sister and bro in law. I will be about a stones throw away to a CVS, a walks away from a Rite Aid, and a employee bus trip to wal-mart, meijers, target, and theres also a another pharmacy close by, but don't know if they sale diapers or not. Guess I will have to find out.

Stay Diapered

Long distance relationship

So I'm dating this one girl on D.D. (daily diapers) and I think we sound like a good couple. I live in ohio and she lives in georgia. Kind of far away, but atleast we're both in the same time zone. We have been texting and called each other a few times and love to hear each other. We have done some baby talk over the phone and baby text more. I've sent her pics of me wearing diapers and she says i'm really cute. :) She see's me more of a bubba (brother) and a daddy figure. But she loves it when i'm daddy more then brother cause i can baby her more and it feels like i'm really taking care of her. I see her as my sissy (sisster) and a mommy cause she's caring and she wants to become a mommy from what she told me. We both hope we can meet each other one day or plan a meet up so we can baby, diaper, feed, snuggle, hold, care, all that good baby stuff.. also here are some new pictures i toke

getting ready for a good nghts sleep.

a paci, abu cushie diaper,

puppy plastic pants, and can't for get the baby powder...

gotta love the smell of baby powder



can't for get my puppy plastic pants

relaxing in my cushies like a good boy/wolfy should



this is a home made wolf tail i'm working on, it's
all made out of duct tape







STAY DIAPERED!